It is that time of year again. As many will be celebrating Christmas tomorrow, I found myself reflecting a little today. My family decided this year to rent a cabin in the mountains and have some time to ourselves. It has given me many days of quietness to be able to relax and think. This past year has been a roller coaster for me. But this time of year tends to get me confused and frustrated. Another year is about to close out, and I am faced with reflection.
Seasonal
I realized recently that Christmas holiday confuses my mind. Not the spirit of the holiday, but the timing of it. December 21st is the Winter Solstice which brings the shortest day of the year and the start of the Winter season. But for me, when Christmas comes and goes with all of the snowmen and snowflakes, it feels like winter is over. Retail stores immediately bring out the next holiday treats (Valentine’s and Easter) the day after Christmas. Bye, bye, snowman.
Frustration also comes out at this time with the realization that the end of the year is only 7 days away. Everything that has happened in the last months, becomes a reality of time that may have been wasted. Opportunities that were missed. Suddenly, I am planning out all of these things I should do and want to do. In hopes that I will actually do them.
Personal
But when I do have that moment of peace, I find myself really looking at my life. The people that have been there for me in every challenge I have faced. The times that I was strong to stand up for myself. And the understanding that I have changed has the year closes out.
Holidays bring out memories, togetherness, and love. If you find yourself alone this holiday, please reach out to a friend. It is now and everyday we want to let our loved ones know that they mean so much. We all struggle in our lives. Let a simple hug or welcome hand bring someone peace.
Enjoy this video.
With great warmth and a Merry Christmas.
